Another day done
Day 4
I'm really missing my man, my puppy and my bed.
It's nice having visitors and being looked after the way I am but I must admit being home would be nice.
Now in saying that here (in my blog) I have not said that to any doctors or nurses, I've done as I'm told showered when they've said etc and each day when the doctors come in they say "not today for going home"
To be honest I'm not ready to go home yet, Lola will love me way too much and I may be hurt.
I'm fine to stay until
Wednesday if they can have me that long, that way I should find out what they have tested and found out and also they have a big meeting on a Tuesday with a huge team from every department and they give their opinion and which department can help me with my next lot of treatments.
Glenys and Carolyn popped in for chats, which was lovely. After a short breather my mother and sister turned up, made cuppas, and talked about 4 legged babies. Then Zac and elly turned up with little grand babies in arms.
Cuddle time with one of them. They are just so cute, happy and content, I'm so proud of Zac and Elly. Latecha hadn't had double cuddles photo so we made sure that it happened.
Babies were swapped and I was asked to feed him, mum and latecha left and we finished feeding babies. Once done they went on there way and I laid down for a rest, 2 hours later I woke to the world again.
Food is better when I get to choose.
Emotionally I'm still very numb, how does one act with breast cancer? How am I meant to feel? How am
I meant to act?
Oh well I will be me, if you don't like it ummmm stiff
I've been asking all day got my drainage bags to be changed I've gone from 20-50 ml each bag per day to drain away excess fluid now to over 100mls
Each bag is now over 300mls each bag
I have them both in a bag that I carry over my shoulder and it's getting very heavy, they want me to walk around yet with the weight in my bag is starting to rub where I don't want it rubbing.
So after a short time in I'm looking forward to midnight to get rid of my excess weight and get nice new bags.
That's all for today I will let you know how tomorrow is tomorrow
Love to all and thank you for reading and being part of this adventure xxx
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